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Sunday, November 5, 2017

Journey

I started writing this blog 7 years ago...
Someone that had a special place in my heart encouraged me to do so...
Back then, I wasn't confident enough to tell him my feelings...
And little to my knowledge on what he thought of me...
Until one day, he told me that he was in a relationship with her...
I cried, silently...
As I knew that I need to focus on my dissertation and to be graduated on time...
I kept the feelings, deep inside my heart...
I kept on thinking about him every night, avoiding to contact him...
I was quiet for 3 years...
Till one day, I met a good friend of mine, and she told me
"You know what Ella, call him, end the suffer, tell him your feelings"
I did call him...
and his reaction?
He laughed, telling me that he knew about it...
He said it took a big courage to confess one's feeling...
I took it as an insult, he didn't understand how did I feel...
the feelings that you can't be someone that the person you loved would like you...
But after I hung up the call, I feel it was such a relief...
It's like a very big boulder lifted up from my head and heart...
I met several guys after that,
Nothing happened,
some of them with the crooked road,
so I decided to remain single...

P/S I will start writing again... I do not know if people still do blogging, coz vlogging is the 'in' thing right now

Me, after losing 20 kgs...

Friday, February 24, 2017

Hello

I decided to write again...
Not because I want people to read...
Just a part of my momento...

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Thursday, December 11, 2014

Untuk apa...

Terfikir sejenak, untuk apa aku hidup du dunia ini?
Kenapa dipilih aku untuk mengharungi itu dan ini di dunia ini...

Wanita...
Jadilah yang solehah, berilmu dan beriman,
menjaga setiap tutur kata, santun dan tingkah laku...

Anak...
Jadilah apa sahaja yang menjaga hati ibu dan ayahmu,
Yang menjadi kebanggaan ayah dan ibu

Guru...
Jadilah yang rela berkorban, yang bijak, yang dihormati,
Yang menjadi inspirasi pada setiap generasi

Pelajar,
Jadilah yang terbaik..
Man Jadda wa Jadda... Jangan langsung putus asa...

Amin...

(p/s Ributdiotak mungkin akan berpindah ke blog lain)