Finally, I got posted in Sekolah Berasrama Penuh in January. And things seemed to move too fast. Works were too hard and I did not get my salary for three months since I am a new worker, and they had to process the form.
Everything is chaotic. I can't handle my life. My eczema is still there. Sometimes I wonder why do I think of being a teacher at the first place. The truth is ugly. I can't see what happened in future. I can't lead my life. I start to compare my teaching profession with my other friends who receive much better salary.
Till recently, I decided to buy a car. My first property ever. I received my salary. And suddenly I am aware that my life is full with responsibilities. It's May, and i don't have my new year resolution and I was not interested to have one because I lost my hope at the end of 2011. For real. For the first time, I was demotivated .
Well, I talked bad things about falling down. How bad the feeling was. But, as Oprah said "So go ahead. Fall down. The world look different from the ground". I feel that I should forgive myself for not being perfect. I shall forfive myself for everything wrong that had happened.
Now, I should stand on my own feet. I should know how to manage my life. I don't wan't to feel bad anymore. So, here I am, presentingmy Not-So-New-Year life resolution..
Get a ride and improve my driving skill.
|Mine is not TRD|
Encik Dolphin Puteh (the name that I have given the car) is here. Memang terketa-ketar awal driving. But, I should start to stand up for myself. I should be brave. No one would help me.
To save at least RM *600 from May 2012 to May 2013
|Oh no! I save my muah-ney in the bank. Of Course!|
The aim is to save 25 % of my income every month. But, I have to be realistic. I have to set up my home.
To lost 15kgs of my weight.
|I know it's a hideous picture|
I HAVE TO LOST MY WEIGHT. Current plan is HERBALIFE. Gonna write another part of my weigh lost journey.
To read at least 1 book per month
|Heaven of books, perhaps?|
Keep on moving eventhough it would be 3 pages a day.
To exercise 3 times per week
I am joining ZUMBA in UMSKAL. Hopefullt it wouldn't be a disaster.
To khatam Al-Quran
At least 1 page after Maghrib. Insha Allah
Going to Australia by 2013
I am selected as Guru Pengantarabangsaan, and there is no way to run.
MASIH HIDUP HINGGA KINI :)