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Sunday, November 5, 2017

Journey

I started writing this blog 7 years ago...
Someone that had a special place in my heart encouraged me to do so...
Back then, I wasn't confident enough to tell him my feelings...
And little to my knowledge on what he thought of me...
Until one day, he told me that he was in a relationship with her...
I cried, silently...
As I knew that I need to focus on my dissertation and to be graduated on time...
I kept the feelings, deep inside my heart...
I kept on thinking about him every night, avoiding to contact him...
I was quiet for 3 years...
Till one day, I met a good friend of mine, and she told me
"You know what Ella, call him, end the suffer, tell him your feelings"
I did call him...
and his reaction?
He laughed, telling me that he knew about it...
He said it took a big courage to confess one's feeling...
I took it as an insult, he didn't understand how did I feel...
the feelings that you can't be someone that the person you loved would like you...
But after I hung up the call, I feel it was such a relief...
It's like a very big boulder lifted up from my head and heart...
I met several guys after that,
Nothing happened,
some of them with the crooked road,
so I decided to remain single...

P/S I will start writing again... I do not know if people still do blogging, coz vlogging is the 'in' thing right now

Me, after losing 20 kgs...

Friday, February 24, 2017

Hello

I decided to write again...
Not because I want people to read...
Just a part of my momento...

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